Posted on Wednesday 10 May 2006

Today I told my therapist that I give up. I said that I’ve run out of ideas to try to help myself but tonight I think the truth is that I’ve run out of the will to help myself. Perhaps things will be better if I stop trying so damn hard because if I fail, it only hurts that much more. The irony does not escape me though - if I stop trying, that’s just another idea I’m trying out isn’t it? In a way, I don’t even know how to give up without overanalyzing. What the fuck is wrong with me?

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