A day in the life

Posted on Wednesday 24 May 2006

1am - lying wide awake in bed
2am - lying wide awake in bed
3am - scrubbing down the kitchen
4am - sleep finally arrives
7am - woken up by a panic attack
8am - woken up by a panic attack
9am - again. gave up on sleeping
10am - hit by waves of panic
11am - and so it continues
12pm - it stops for now.

I can’t do this anymore.

p.s. - and the dosage goes up. I fucking hate male doctors who always manage to succeed in making me feel less than when I walk out the door.

1 Comment for 'A day in the life'

    May 24, 2006 | 8:01 pm

    That sucks…no two ways about it. I am totally with you on the 1 a.m and 2 a.m. schedule but then you lose me and I’m fitfully sleeping (and hey, I’m not on meds…perhaps I should be? Don’t answer that)

    I’m so sorry about your crappy ass doctors too! That’s just plain wrong.

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